nah, im not gonna complain how hard life is now because this year is definitely A LOT better than last year. looking back at last jan, i really dont know how i managed to pull through. i dont remember crying over my never ending projects and assignments, i only buried myself with all the work i was assigned to to avoid all the stress i had to face. yes i kept complaining.. but that doesnt mean i wasnt strong. i was. it was like "one bad thing happens, and everything bad follows" i could even take everything lightly and everyday i told myself, 会雨过天晴的。the amount of work and pressure i faced last year is beyond imagination. i had every reason to break down and cry and pity myself, but i didnt. in fact, i was glad that i didnt have a chance to rest. everyday was a rush. i had only less than 3 days to complete erp, which had to take many trials and errors to get the whole thing work. in my entire jan, i never left school before the sun set, i also had to stay overnight sometimes to complete my projects. i remember all dbit students struggling at hangout, the place was filled with only dbit students at night. hah so what is now compared to all these. i shouldnt be complaining about my current workload because honestly speaking, its so much easier and lesser compared to last year. or at least, everyday i get to leave school before the sun sets. plus im not really visiting anybody on cny, this long weekend is the best time to clear everything i have on hand. when school reopens next week, i have less than 10 days to prepare for 4 tests, 4 presentations and 1 interview, and all of them are happening in the same week. nope, its not very tough. i just received my group leaders email, and she says its our final lap now. you know what, its been almost a year working with my fyp mates. i must say i really enjoy being in this team. everythings so nostalgic now. even though last year was tough, freaking tough, i still had fun going down to hangout everyday after school to rush our assignments with my classmates. and then at night fiq would come over to accompany me till late night to send me home. each year spent in poly has memories worth remembering. i will never forget who are the ones who never left, and who are the ones who supported me at my lowest. fiq, why did you quit school. where are you now.
ok, back to assignments.
