mum.

fuck, i swear its not fun to be too attached to anybody. my mum is only going to be away for 2 days and i feel like a crippled woman at home. i dont even have anyone to talk to anymore. i can stand in my living room staring at my surrounding and not knowing what to do. nothing is automatic now. i have nothing to do. i love having nothing to do, but not this time. not this time round.