my english is so rotten because whenever i cant find a suitable vocab to use i replace it with fuck. its so bad a habit that i cant even come up with a decent letter or report because i lack vocabs. whenever i speak, i go like, i feel fucking fucked up because of the fucking weather that is making my head spin like fuck.
its not that im born to be vulgar, but fuck is too perfect a word that it fits in everywhere and still sound legit. if my english was better, i could probably replace all my fucks with better words and sound less crude. i used to read a lot of blogs and books and had a bit of vocabs to spare.. now im so lazy to even think of anything that i just go fuck. and tadah, end of story, yet still legit.
i have been typing my job cover letter for 3 hrs already because for every sentence i type, i stop for 5 mins to think of how to make it sound better. THIS IS FUCKING HARD WORK.
