the first black friday of 2011 has been awesome! usually when i wake up in the morning, i feel very FUUUUUUUUUUUU, but i woke up today feeling that today is gonna be good! then look out of my window and smile and stretch my body a bit to act one dramatic. hahaha
today is one of the rare days where every single one of us in class felt so happy and light hearted that ying started 'dancing' around, fiona 'jogged' about and even vyvyan looked so cheerful! omg i love today so much, yesterday i had one of my worst days because i felt so stressed over everything thats been happening in my life?
i feel that im a person who cant set aside my personal feelings for work, so sometimes when i scold ying, i do it for the sake of work but then i am actually someone who gets very affected by how she feels later on. i always scold her during project work, and in front of her i always show how ruthless i can be, but actually im not la. yah i never showed her i am once affected but all these slowly accumulated within me and yesterday my volcano erupted and i broke down because i felt so bad towards her. i mean i know work is work lah, im quite gong si fen ming also but i just feel sad whenever im too harsh on her and when she is already giving her best. and yesterday was so bad a day that even doing a project makes me wanna cry. that kind of thing.
but today, everyone felt so happy. denise said the feeling of today is like, if you give me a project to do yesterday i will feel very wah sian.... but today is maybe like, mm, sian also but can ah can do. YES YOU KNOW THIS FEELING? me and ying were so stressed over our flash that we didnt really talk in class for the past 2 days but today we both felt a burden lifted off once again! :D
then everyone was hopping and jumping around in class, this kind of scenario really makes you feel like life is freaking awesome. its the same kind of feeling you get when you go for a short getaway in msia, when you drive past all the mountains and trees, you feel like all your stress is left behind.
plus, happiness is so contagious that even the people who werent really happy, started feeling happy after seeing us so cheery. k i feel that im gonna miss my class so badly after we graduate! especially the usual few :'(
i think fionas one is so funny because ax is beside her! her dog!! HAHAHAHA and faris! forever smoking only HAHAHAHA just now he said he was feeling unwell, then the next moment we turned our head, he was smoking already lolololol.
gonna really really really miss them so badly after we graduate, which is soon :(
