i was supposed to come up with a 2011 year end reflection about what happened during the year..... but the more i think about it, the more frustrated i feel because it definitely wasnt a smooth sailing year for me. it started out bad, faced many problems in school, work, r/s, and many many shit that happened along the way.... money, family, etc, all these made me so frustrated because they were way too much for me to handle.
but despite all the unhappiness, im glad to say that at least i gained the most important things in life. good friends, true friends, people you want to spend a lifetime with. besides junyan, i think the best things that i ever gained in 2011 is getting to know the 3 zumbi sisters + axy, alexia, jialing more and knowing that i have people to back me up whenever im down.
and luckily at the end of all these emotional turmoil, my year ended with a story like the damsel in distress. i had a hero who saved and fixed the broken hearted me, so if my 2011 was a movie, it has gotta to be a movie with a happy ending. even when a movie started out bad, as long as it gets better and able to end it well, it will still be considered as a good movie too right?
so i want to stop looking back and feel sad or remorseful over things that cannot be changed or could have been done better, instead, i should be looking forward to whats ahead of this new year and make sure i dont regret anything at the end of the year
this year, i am looking forward to
1) graduating from poly
2) korea with the TU
3) hong kong with the clique 5
4) going to uni/army/air force/police (cant decide)
5) junyans surgery (i know hes damn excited)
6) ASPIRATION CAMP! i am so going to go back to school for it.
and to bring down the resolutions that i set for 2011
1) be happy
2) be contented
3) be strong
have a great year ahead everybody. i know 2012 is gonna be good, i mean, how bad can it be when the person i love loves me so much right. hehehehehehehehehehe im like free from worries. i feel so safe with him around.
